Love that Shabbat can be honored non- traditionally and still have spirituality - I believe in balance and - follow tradition when that’s the need, maybe emotional security or another need compels. Try new ways to celebrate Shabbat when you need to search and reach and explore and be the individual you. Both work, both can be incorporated into your Jewish life.
A milestone in my Jewish growth was discovering that I could buy a bottle of Kosher wine that was good and NOT Manischewitz.
Getting away from the city to a more rural area seems to have brought you a sense of Eastern perspective , ie the importance of Nature, inner seeking, meditation.
Love that Shabbat can be honored non- traditionally and still have spirituality - I believe in balance and - follow tradition when that’s the need, maybe emotional security or another need compels. Try new ways to celebrate Shabbat when you need to search and reach and explore and be the individual you. Both work, both can be incorporated into your Jewish life.
A milestone in my Jewish growth was discovering that I could buy a bottle of Kosher wine that was good and NOT Manischewitz.
Getting away from the city to a more rural area seems to have brought you a sense of Eastern perspective , ie the importance of Nature, inner seeking, meditation.